Media personality Annnitah Raey took to social media to reveal her current struggle with depression.
She talked of being suicidal and even said that all she thought of is disappearing to a place where she will never be found again.
“One minute I wanna live, the next I wanna die so bad. Am depressed.. Am suicidal.. Am fuvked up.. Am hurt.. Am lost.. Am broken…” she said.
“I have no idea what am doing or how I will fight this… But am breathing…. No shame in being depressed… It’s okay not to be okay.”
Explaining her statement, she said that her life matters no more, neither the life of her children.
Although she is yet to disclose what is bothering her, she seems to be in real trouble as she even left behind a note on her Insta stories saying that all she wanted is the Lord to take her.
“Why don’t I feel like am worth it? Why am I drowning? Why am I dying inside? Why is there no reason at all for me to breathe?” she said.
The Hot 96 presenter has been going through body shaming trolls but it is not clear whether this might be the source of her depression.
She previously addressed the issue saying how she had to fight esteem since people were always negative about her outward looks.
“For the longest time Ave struggled with Esteem issues about my body. People telling me am too fat am ugly and I actually believed it. Yaani it took me forever to think I am pretty,” she said.